I always freak about about any cake I make. There's always a point at least once during the process where I feel the panic rising in my chest and feel certain that it's not going to work and I'll let someone down. After a couple calls to my baking genius friends and a couple deep breaths, I was talked off the ledge of throwing it all away and starting over.
There was nothing particularly difficult about the cake. They just wanted a chocolate cake with raspberry cream filling and a chocolate ganache frosting, plus a bunch of little cupcakes. The cake itself had a honey, coffee and chocolate flavor. It came out much more dense than I would have liked so I ended up brushing it all with a raspberry simple syrup, which helped with the consistency. I probably won't make it again and therefore, won't share it with you here.
Raspberry Cream
6 ounces unsweetened frozen raspberries
1 cup heavy cream
6 tablespoons sugar
In a saucepan, cook the raspberries over medium low heat until they release their juices. Remove from the heat and allow to cool. Puree in a blender, then strain the seeds out with a sieve.
Whisk the cream until stiff peaks form. Mix 1/3 cup of the puree with the sugar and stir until dissolved. Fold in the whipped cream.